Thursday, September 29, 2011
Bill will take
I had a bad day yesterday...with McCheeky, Figgy's constant pooping, and worrying that he wasn't eating enough, etc. I literally forgot to really eat. I mostly wasn't hungry tho.
He's been eating, his poop is still soft, but I haven't seen the watery stuff from yesterday. I'm still nervous about coming home to a poop-covered bathroom.
Now I'm nervous if he's FeLuk positive. Bill will be crushed, and I will then be worried about my girls (even tho it isn't that easy to pass on).
I'm back on my happy pills.....my fem will be back soon...and that has me a bit anxious. (otherwise nothing else work related is bothering me)...the whole kitty situation has set me off. I've been more tired and under the weather lately...it's kinda like a ticking time bomb...I start to freak out over little things more easily. It's frustrating because I was doing so well. Makes me feel a little like I failed.